Wednesday, November 1, 2017

WOYWW #439~ One Eyed Art: Learning

Ever since my left eye began to malfunction 2 months ago, I've been too scared to try anything too challenging. That would include learning how to improve my work on faces.

I was afraid of failure. I tend to be, anyway. It can really reduce morale to have something not work out when life's a bit rougher than normal for a while, can't it?  Why try anything difficult that I know I don't have the proper skills to handle during such a difficult time?

For more WOYWW fun, please follow this link HERE to today's blogpost at host Julia Dunnit's blog.

Well, Meri made me do it! I mean, of course, Meri of The Meri Atelier. She didn't know that's what she was doing at the time, though. She has a real talent for doing both people and landscapes as well as mixed media, collage, journaling - you name it! I find it very inspiring to watch her make her art. I always learn when I watch her videos.

But where she really got to me was with her Inktober 2017 Art Journal. I'll include her video at the bottom of this post. In that lovely journal are hand drawn and inked/painted portraits of unknown children from vintage photos. Simply stunning work! I was hooked on portraits again.

I chose something almost at random. It was in a book on my windowsill. The original painting that I attempted to copy is by Dutch artist, van Dyck. The man's name was Cornelis van der Geest.

Despite the many wrinkles, I found that untreated plain brown paper can take gouache paint fairly well as long as it's layered on slowly and without too damp a brush. I began first by using white gouache in the 2 bottom layers, then  tinted more white gouache using watercolors for more layers to keep the paint opaque over the brown paper. I needed to smear and smoosh the gouache so that it would thin in places and not be too heavy at first. I wanted the brown of the wrinkly page to peep through, a bit like underpainting. (I have never tried to do underpainting) The page's wrinkles drove me a bit batty, but really, it's the current problems with my eyesight that challenged me more, especially as to perspective. For the background, I used a wash of Inktense Indian Ink.


Critiquing the Results



I'm not pleased with the skin tones. I'm too inexperienced to get those right yet. I left my comfort zone on this project. I did not get my copy real enough to suit me, even when I do kinda like parts of how the man's ruff turned out. Fabric's one thing, but faces are much more difficult for me to attempt. All the same, I've decided to try a new face every once in a while, just as a way to keep my hand in. 

My technique needs lots of help along with lots of practice if 
I'm to improve at all. Too late to improve the set of the eyes on this attempt!

Next up? Maybe somebody famous such as Shakespeare. No guts, no glory new messes! 

Please forgive me for not responding to you promptly. This post took a lot longer for me to type than is normal for me. It takes days for me to prepare ahead for each WOYWW these days. I am still too slow to keep up or to have enough time to leave comments at every desker's blog. The eye problem hasn't made things any easier. I do hope to be allowed to at least peep at people's pictures so that I might get an idea as to what they've been up to lately.

Happy WOYWW to all my fellow deskers!

As promised, here is Meri's lovely Inktober 2017 video. 




40 comments:

  1. I'm impressed Rose. I think your version is great and something to be proud of. Hope your eye is gradually improving and don't worry if you don't manage to visit or comment. Happy WOYWW Sarah #23

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    1. Thanks so much for understanding. Your vote of confidence helps too!
      :)

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  2. Afternoon Rose - even attempting that would have scared me senseless! You have done really well - good for you! Trust the problems with your eye is soon sorted.
    Take care. God bless.
    Margaret #3

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    1. Thank you, Margaret. It's still scaring me! Lolz I wouldn't have tried this 2 years ago. Maybe I'm becoming more daring since I had to face down certain fears tied with that awful biopsy experience?

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  3. Rose, you SHOULD be extremely proud of that work! You, under circumstance and out of, did a fabulous job with that piece! I'm certainly NO professional, but I think is beautiful! Many blessings for a quick recovery on your eye, I'm sure it's frustrating! Have a great rest of the week! Felicia, #30

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    1. Felicia I have tears in my eyes now...thank you for your kind remark. You're so right. It is very frustrating.

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  4. Gosh Rose, what an inspiration you are...well done for facing your fears and more than overcoming them. The portrait is brilliant, I'm proud of you 💖
    Hugs LLJ 13 xxx

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    1. LLJ It's very kind of you to say so. I really appreciate that kindness. Even though I know I'll never be a pro, it's nice to know there are others who appreciate what I do. Thank you.

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  5. My word Miss Possum, you're terribly hard on yourself. I think a walk round the block and then come and look at your fabulous painting again, crumpled paper and all, it's a triumph! you cannot be brilliant and perfect at it on the first run...so I think you need to allow yourself the understanding that it might take on or two attempts....but Justin's from this, it won't take many more! loving your gentleman in a ruff. Gotta love a bit of ruff!!!

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    1. Thank you, Julia. You are awfully nice. I am a realist who once aspired to gain enough skills with time to become good enough with art to illustrate children's books. I've known for years it cannot happen. It's no tragedy. It's just how things are versus how they maybe almost could have been once upon a time. Everyone's been so kind. I'm quite touched by your words.
      I quite honestly know that I'll never be able to make a reasonable facsimile of any van Dyck, no matter how many times I might try. What I may be able to do, however, is to copy van Dyck's work a little more often till I might become a little better with faces.
      P.S. I must confess to having a thing for men's clothing of the past. Today's gear looks boring, imho. Lolz So, bring on the men in their doublets, breeches and ruffs (just as long as they're not in the buff) !!!!
      ;)

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  6. well, it is way better than I could do! take care. Helen #4

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    1. Helen I am humbled by your kind thoughts. Believe me when I say it just took lots of work and some good teachers. My level of skill is still honestly not pro quality at all. For example, I don't draw well enough from memory, and the math involved in getting perspective and scale right has always been...well, challenging for me.
      I think that you probably have more ability buried within you than you believe that you do. One good drawing class would set you free!

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  7. Hello there. I think you have great talent, there is no way on earth I could do anything like that. Hope you get some good news re your eye. Thanks for popping by. Anne x #16

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    1. Hello Anne. Thanks so much for saying such nice things. It's difficult to know what to tell you in response. I guess I learned a while back how talent alone is never what makes a pro a pro, and how one really great teacher can bring out the artist in some people who've no idea that they have any talent. I know I'll never be a real pro. Having been personally acquainted with people who are among the ranks of the pros, I say honestly that I know I am not in their same level of ability. I just want to learn how to increase my skill level as the real amateur I always have been.
      Amateur means for the love of it.
      ;)

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  8. Hi Rose, I can understand someone being scared of failure... but please be assured you have created a wonderful piece of work, and most definitely not a failure. You have a wonderful talent, please keep sharing it with us. I hope your eye problem is resolved soon. Have a lovely week, and thank you so much for stopping by, Heather #7

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    1. Thank you, Heather. In my mind, it's not really a "failure" so much as a new experience to learn by. One example of what I mean is that I was too impatient with the drawing part. Maybe next time, I won't be in too big a hurry? I also think it might do me good to watch some videos made by pros about creating realistic skin color. My biggest hurdle was, would I be able to attempt anything halfway serious as a practice study with just the use of one eye? Now we know that I can, I'll have no excuse for not trying again. The 1st step's always the scariest, isn't it?
      ;)

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  9. Hi Rose, I didn't realise you had problem with your eye, hope you get some improvement soon.

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    1. Thanks so much, Angela, for your kind wishes! So far, the word is that, if it ever heals, it could take anywhere from 6 months to a year, but possibly longer. It's only been 2 months thus far. I guess my new way of saying it now is,
      Wait and perhaps see.
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  10. Giiiirl, you done a fabulous job on this painting!!! It really great!!! Don't be so hard on yourself, most of us can't do that well with both eyes. Keeping you in my prayers. Big hugs!!! Patty

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    1. Patty Hey there! How's your dear mom today? I'll email you later.
      Thanks for the kind words + prayers. Much appreciated.
      xoxo

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  11. Rose, thank you so much for your visit to my blog, in spite of your current difficulties. I do hope the eye problem clears up soon. Your art work is beyond impressive! It is amazing. Very well done indeedy!

    "Bless those kittens" made me smile, because this evening it was "that blessed kitten" regarding Lily, who was being so naughty and wouldn't come when called! She is much worse than Ruby.

    I found the recipe for the apple cinnamon cake on Pinterest: https://bakingamoment.com/apple-butter-cinnamon-swirl-bread/
    Really easy to make and super-deeeelicious! Mine doesn't look quite as pretty as the online version but looks aren't everything! Enjoy.

    Happy WOYWW,
    Shoshi #5

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    1. Thank you, Shoshi, for all your kind words + the recipe! You said it was sugar free, and that sold me on it ! Yum! Can't wait to try it!
      So Lily is the naughty one? hahaha so cute how all cats have their own purr-sonalities. They are so young, full of high spirits. Give them each about a year and a few months, and they'll be settling down more (one can hope, anyhow! lolz).
      ;)
      Hope this week is a good one for you!

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  12. You need to give yourself a huge gold star for not only stepping out of your comfort zone but also for producing a beautiful piece of work - you have a real talent. Take it away from the original one and let it stand on it's own as a skilled and fabulous piece of work - you'll always see faults if you are comparing them!
    So sorry to hear you are having problems with your eye - I do hope something can be done.
    Hope you have a good week,
    Diana x #14

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    1. Thank you so much, Diana. It is very kind of you to think that. In fact, your sound advice is very much like the advice which Meri gave to me recently via email. I do believe you must both be correct. Maybe it really does need to be displayed a while apart from the original. I will need to think about this, I'm guessing.....
      xoxo

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  13. Rose , this is simply fantastic! So well done! It makes me want to get back into portraits as I felt discouraged as well, but it's something I really want to improve on. You've proved to me that it's possible! I couldn't watch the video from your blog but I was able to open it by right-clicking on it. Sometimes the owners restrict embedded videos - I'm not sure why as they are still connected to their YT channels and we're merely sharing (marketing!) them to wider audience, but there you go. Brilliant portrait! Keep up the good work! Hope your eye gets better soon - if anything, though, this condition seems to have enhanced your artistic skills - or perhaps it just made you more determent to get on with it! xx

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    1. Thanks, friend! :) It's easy to become discouraged over anything challenging, and it does appear that this would include portraits for us both. I felt compelled to try!

      But you're correct both ways. The eye is BOTH a hindrance and a reason for me to keep on keeping on regardless. Hence, my choice of Churchill's quote in my most recent Junque Journal about going through hell. it is necessary to combat one's own despair.
      As for the riskiness of this project, I am now realizing that the facing down of certain other fears (painful Biopsy and all that followed) has me feeling a bit less afraid than before. This has reminded me of a first riding lesson as a child, during which we were (for safety's sake) required to calculatedly and carefully fall from the saddles of our various mounts. I was petrified, yet i yearned to learn real riding skills, and so down I went! A tuck and roll later, and I knew I'd be allowed to finish up the term. (I might add that tumbling was never my strong suit.)
      xo

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  14. I wish I could draw/paint - I love your little picture. Hope your eye improves quickly. x Jo

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    1. Thanks on both counts Jo!
      P.S. I bet you can do more than you think
      xo

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  15. Wow you are extremely inspiring. You are work is Beautiful, keep at it.
    Have a wonderful week
    Ellie #35

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    1. Ellie You are very kind. Thanks for your words of encouragement.
      Hope your week is good too

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  16. Your portrait is wonderful! I was reading a Danny Gregory book recently that compared learning to draw/paint to learning to drive. At first it's awkward, and you may even think you were just not born to drive, but with practice it gets easier, and soon it is second nature! I keep reminding myself of this! I hope your eye gets better soon! Thanks for sharing, have a great week! Lindart #36

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    1. Hi Lindart and Thank you! I really enjoy Danny Gregory's books, too. Isn't he great? I'd love to know which of his books you found his driving bit in!

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    2. The driving bit is in the book called "the Creative License"

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    3. Thanks, Lindart! I have that one - but I haven't read it in quite a while. Time to get it off the shelf
      :)

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  17. Fab artwork! Thanks for your visit already. Take care Zo xx 26

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    1. Thanks for the nice compliment!
      Hope it's a great week for you
      xo

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  18. I'm so impressed with you going so far out of your comfort zone, Rose, especially when you're working through your eye challenges at the same time. Kudos to you for a job well done!!

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    1. Thanks for your kind kudos, Partner! Every kind word of encouragement really helps.
      It's like therapy for me to try in spite of everything. Plus, I've rediscovered how much Ido enjoy dinking around using gouache with watercolors. I may get myself a new set of gouache colors soon.
      Hope my envelope to you arrives safely and soon!
      :)

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  19. Fabulous job! Yes, I can see where having vision issues could make anything like that seem intimidating. I don't know what I'd do without my eyesight, yet people create some of the most beautiful pieces. Amazing! Creative Blessings! Kelly #27

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    1. Thank you, Kelly, for your kind and encouraging comment. I really appreciate you taking the time for it.
      I never realized how much we tend to utilize BOTH eyes when we're taking aim. That would include where to place the tip of a paintbrush or how to angle a line.
      Thanks for stopping by!
      :)

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